Hi Everyone I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who came to Ralph funeral or who sent their regards I know this funeral was not to do with me and I like many others was just a guest but I know Ralph would have love to see so many of you there it would have made him so proud. As I had said in a previous posting that I did not really feel I could go, however after speaking to the undertaker and some of our friends in the end I decided that I could let him take this last journey alone. I had gone to see him on the wednesday and talked to him, which I found was a great comfort. It was hard to go and see him but because I knew this was going to be the last time before he was destoryed, it made it essential. I feel at the moment that he is not here up untill the wednesday it felt he was still alive, I know he was not so it must have been his presents, but on friday when I woke it felt he had gone, now I feel I have no where to go to speak to him. sometimes I go on to facebook to look at his picture, I miss him so much. I will close now as writing his is making me upset, but thank you again for all your kind words I only wish he could see them. Eve |